Someday I’ll Love Alpha Gauss

I called from the depths for aid,
But even failure would not listen, would not listen…

Alpha, there’s no need to fear.
You have tread the days
Where you fell down between each second dear.

But declined to dust, reduced to rust,
Are those memories you called gold and silver.
Gold and silver, gold and silver?
Wrong! I am nothing but darkness and despair,
When signs silent mark my downfall surely.

Those darkness are absence of attention.
And being the lone, it’s time for us to calm.
As I am you and you are me,
Our minds do convey, our thoughts do message.
Leave those sorrow as the past forgeries,
Or you will not grow and evolve,
To be the compass you will be.

But I’m in the valley, how can I be free?
Learn from the wounds and you should see.
Still I have only wounds, how can I rise?
Gifts yours fill the land and you should see.
Now I have my needs, how can I gain might?
Glimpse the dust and ash and you should see.
I must have the might, but I want the fame!
Prove yourself under moonlight and you should see.
Or do I need to be free? Do I need to rise? Do I need the might? Do I need the fame…

Is life’s a game with treasures I’ve obtained?
Is my mind a weapon that only I can tame?